~Inner World of Ivy~

~L.I.F.E in IMU,v co13ras~

2010-03-21T02:18:00.000-07:00

HALOOOOO~Ivy is back~!I think I'll just let the pictures do the work~!Let's roll the "clip",enjoy~

Charity Home Visit~Woots~
~Fund raising for charity home visit~
~preparing the presents^^v~
~Introduction session~

~Game started,marshmellow team!~

~Group pictures,YEAAHHH~

^Finale Night~weeeee^

There's a LOT more events for my last few weeks,more pictures can be seen on my fb,so check it out if you r interested,k?Ivy's life has never been this interesting b4,although i'm still a shy n lonely individual,so sorry to the co13ras if u guys find me not sporting enough,i'll try hard next time k?*hugs*♥ ♥ ♥.....Although i'm still in a dilemma whether to leave for UK,but frankly,i can't bear to leave you guys for the moment~!c013ras u guys rock~!Thanks for everything,Thanks.

Second Chance of My Life..CHERISH

2010-01-31T21:46:00.000-08:00

Hey yea~It's been a long time since i last updated my blog...I'm here to tell ya two good NEWS,woots~Results have been released online on the 25th of Jan and Ivy successfully continued her everlasting records--->STRAIGHT As AGAIN~woohoo...God Bless...I can't believe it too because 2009 had been a complicated,tough year for me where I'm emotionally unstable and in a great dilemma...But anyway,I've completed my one-year A-level programme smoothly~^^.....AND the other good news is I've been admitted in IMU-PMS programme!!!!!Gonna bcum a doctor soon,FRIENDS,do pray for me and give me your support yea~I've chose IMU rather than Monash and Newcastle Malaysia bcoz i get to go abroad after 2.5 years in IMU~!Yippy~I believe I've made the right choice..hahahaXD...HMS,hope one day u won't be only a dream of mine but a reality!WOOTS~I'm coming~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't ask me why,Juz let me off,will u?

2009-11-28T02:51:00.000-08:00

Why is the first question of all of you always will be "Tah,do you have bf dy?"or "Tah,got become thin ar?"...Do both of this really that matters?I know u all might think "We care about you!"...Well,if that's the case,thanks then.Whatever u all hurt me(without conscious) during secondary,I've gone through it,I've tolerate unitl this far so pls,would you all just let me off.Go away.Don't ever find me again.I've never felt so happy to be away from a place.A school.Friends(Maybe not).Everything that happened during that 3 years haunted me like hell,it's like a nightmare to me.I thought i could start a new life in Sunway,who knows..Who knows u all are still there haunting me,Everyday,every night,every hour,every minute every second I've been thinking of how,how to become thin,how to slim down,and eventually I spent,I waste all of my time,without mere concern on my studies as I always do since young.The first time I neglected it.I really regretted and hated that I CARE so much of all of you,I CARE what you all thought of me...Now,I plead,Just don't ever find me again,Go away.I'm timid,I tried to just escape,making nO contact with all of you,but eventually,that doesn't solve any problem.Now,I just plead to God.Save me,Malacca,Just let me go.

Love Story That I've Always waiting for..True Love

2009-11-26T19:21:00.001-08:00

~Penang Day~XD....

2009-11-25T06:17:00.000-08:00

Juz took a pic of Gurney drive using dad's phone as my phone ran out of battery~!!!

Basically,Ivy was out of the home this whole day~weeeeeee~Morning after breakfast at home,went out to a temple with dad n mum to PRAY~there's gonna be a new life for my whole family next year,so went there to pray for a bright 2010!!!Ivy only hope to go into medicine course successfully~!!!!That's Ivy's lifelong ambition,so regretted didn't study well for this year,i want the old Ivy back,the ambitious and diligent Ivy!!!!!!If can,mayb the bookworm Ivy..LOL~Then,dad took me to a nearby clinic to do a simple medical check up for applying University,unbelievable i didn't feel a thing when the doctor was "sucking" my blood n i just look at how he took it~i guess i'm eligible to become a doctor yeah?^^...After that,we went to Queensbay for lunch n shopping spree!!!!wooohooo~!!!!!hmmm,but just bought one shirt from Voir after hours of shopping...LOL...Lazy to try on clothes,shoes etc so basically just did window shopping,XD...It's late evening when we are heading home,just took a short nap n we went out again~to Gurney drive for our dinner~~~hehe...=^^=..aiikkss,penang's food is unresistable delicious~have to on diet again after going back KL,didn't go for gym for weeks dy~flabby stomach coming back~ISSSHHH...Anyway,Ivy is going to revive n fight for a new life~!!!!!Ivy's true frens,do pray hard for Ivy's success in life yeah~Love you

Last Day of Emerge~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-23T07:12:00.000-08:00

>.<,it's the last day of emerge~!!!!!I'm gonna miss it especially charming n impressive Pastor Kong!!!!!!He went off right after the event n i can't even have a chance to take a picture with him,TOO BAD~Anyway,it's a WONDERFUL night,with all my New friends around.They are kind,friendly and FUNNY!XD....I'm looking forward for the next year EMERGE~!!!woohoooo...Aikkksss...got to start my diet again,ate 3 nights of supper,fattening~~~~~>.Hoping for a class trip v my exxxpreessss dear classmates buttttt...NOBODY EVER MENTION ABOUT IT...guesss mayb this year i'm not going to have a class trip dy(or is it only secondary students do that?=p)hmmmm,a bit tired now,see you all tomorrow.muahhh~

Curled my hair for the 3rd day~weee~

Second day of Emerge Rising

2009-11-21T10:40:00.000-08:00

weeeee~Today went to emerge KL again(night service),knew a few more frens there and of course my beloved pastor Kong is still as charming as he is,XD...The manhunt n beauty pageant's finalists all were so handsome and pretty(especially M1 of manhunt,lengzai~)Saw the champion of 2008 Astro Talent Competition,Wan Chean,she sang so weelllll(at least better than when she was still in the competition,lol).Today the hall was damn freeeeezinnnggggg COLD!!!!!!!!!A bit uncomfortable plus tired,so nOt as HIGH as day 1..Anyway,the atmosphere still give me a PEACE feeling and really soothes my heart.BUT,deep down my heart,i know i'm still wondering whether to join church or even become one of them as frankly i'm a TYPICAL REALISTC and TEMPERAMENTAL person,i scared I'll gradually feel bored about attending service every weekend,and i REALLY DON'T WISH that to happen as I really respect HOLY JESUS CHRIST.So My GOd,pls forgive me for being so fickle-minded as i need time to test myself,to prepare myself to welcome you into my world.Last but not least,I wish to thank you for sending me a different fren,Alyssa Cross into my life,who explore me to a lot of NEW things and most importantly,bring me closer to you,My GOd.I pray for an everlasting happiness for her and May GOd Bless Her even if there's one day we are no longer close.

Emerge Rising!V dear Alyssa^^V

2009-11-21T09:51:00.000-08:00

Ivy n dear Alyssa again..lol

Tied a bun for 2nd day~

Second day of emerge rising~

Boring boring,haven't start so taking picture there..haha...XD

woohoo~~EMERGE RISING 2009..WE ARE RISING~

At coffee bean~~~drank my favourite mocha mocha..woohoo

Dear Alyssa n Ivy at dear's house~

A New Sparkle fo Future Light

2009-11-20T17:31:00.000-08:00

woho~here is Ivy...do ya miss me??Juz finished my A level exam on yesterday and hmm overall is quite ok~*cross fingers*do pray for a good results for Ivy yeah.Went to the grand opening of Emerge KL 2009 of City Harvest Church at Sunway Convention Centre yesterday night.It was a memorable and touching night for me.I'm truly so in love n impressed by Pastor Kong from Singapore.The enthusiasm and passion of all christs led me to a wonderful night indeed.In the voices of all christs singing together,i found PEACE,there's a sudden feeling that God is just beside me,he is approaching while i'm still in a grey area wondering where's my future,where's my life,what's the purpose of me living in this world.Although i haven't decided to open my heart to God,i really wanted to say out loud(in my little heart),I BELIEVE IN YOU,MY GOD.

2009-10-22T22:29:00.001-07:00

~happy happy day~

2009-10-22T20:57:00.000-07:00

Weeeee~finish 2 papers for my A level exam..though the paper was quite hard..sobsob...hmm...my blog seems a bit dull so changed a new layout...Cute and Fresh huh??Ivy LOVESSSS it soooo much....Yesterday was a happy day for Ivy too coz i met HIM there....XD...he is as usual so charming to me....LOL....well,new blogger here so not much interesting to share except my everyday feelings...keke...oopssssssssss...a sad thing of yesterday is a fren of mine said that i gone fat dy!!!!!!!!!!!(~Red alarm ringgggggggggggssssss~)....>.<.....but examinations pressure leads me to eat more...(this is not the excuse huh???)...well,did i gain weight??????gosh..spare tyre at the tummy comes out dy,desperate~~!!!!just can't slim down...aikkssssss.....

>A sudden urge of telling out this SAD story<

2009-10-17T03:26:00.000-07:00

It's my birthday which i remember vividly this hurting experience of my life which further making me crazy over my FAT body...after prefect meeting under the hot sun in the morning,sitting down on my chair in class,classmates whispering among each other and suddenly "hey,why don't u look inside ur drawer?"....Laughter began,classmates surrounding me,and....yeah!a present!...Guess what?A real potato with my name on it.....I burst out with laughter(so do my classmates) with tears flowing into my stomach...

@Glooooomy day of Ivy@

2009-10-17T03:15:00.000-07:00

Well,i stayed in my room whole day long today and i'm going insane~!!!!^^'''....So,decided to create a blog and hv all my feelings written on it(or simply just to find a place to relieve my emotion~).I've been bugging on my weight problem since Form3(or mayb after being called POTATO by my classmates >.<),it really influence(or HURT to be more precise) me and making me crazy since then,i've tried a lot of slimming method,all to no avail...I'm always depressed by this problem and making me emoing n moody all the time...sometimes i really envy those pretty leng lui who can eat whatever they wants without putting on weight~!!!!Well,exams are around the corner,so this shouldn't be my main worries...Frankly,since young,my world is only studying,studying and studying..(u won't know how many trophies i got at home~haha...),now?STILL STUDYING...i seriously need some CHANGES man....hmm hmm hmm...what to say now??i think tat's all for now...hehe..

*~Inner World of Ivy*~

*~L.I.F.E in IMU,v co13ras~*

Second Chance of My Life..*CHERISH*